Feeling Suicidal. Not Sure If I Have Any Options Left.
#211
Posted 14 April 2019 - 11:57 AM
Usually occurred during the night and woke me up... Miserable
I am now taking ropinirole which is extremely helpful
- fishinghat and gail like this
#213
Posted 14 April 2019 - 04:47 PM
Crushing fatigue today where I can't get out of bed. I've had the fatigue pretty bad for about a month. Worrying:(
#218
Posted 23 April 2019 - 11:53 AM
Apart from that I'm hanging in there. My energy levels swing wildly from day to day. I was able to go for a quick bike ride yesterday so that was nice. Hope you guys are holding up ok.
#220
Posted 02 May 2019 - 09:38 AM
#221
Posted 02 May 2019 - 10:55 AM
I went through that cycle as well. It seems like it lasted about 2 or 3 weeks which seems like a long time when you can't sleep. It always use to help me to get up and walk the length of the house and back when I can't sleep. I would do that each time I was edgy when laying in bed at night. By the 3rd or 4th trip I was usually able to go back to sleep.
#222
Posted 02 May 2019 - 03:30 PM
Right with you with the insomnia. Averaging 3-4 hours a night for the last 12 days. I am a wreck. Thank you bloody Lexapro.
Liquid melatonin arrived this morning, so I am hoping this will help. I will update everyone.
Hat it would take about 7 seconds to walk the length of my flat, so not sure it would be worth it!!
#226
Posted 04 May 2019 - 11:06 AM
#228
Posted 07 May 2019 - 12:41 PM
#233
Posted 08 May 2019 - 08:43 AM
#234
Posted 08 May 2019 - 10:51 AM
I've gone from intense insomnia to severe fatigue now. I thought these phases were over for me but apparently not. I'm on vacation right now so I must have done something wrong.
#236
Posted 08 May 2019 - 11:13 AM
I've gone from intense insomnia to severe fatigue now. I thought these phases were over for me but apparently not. I'm on vacation right now so I must have done something wrong.
#237
Posted 08 May 2019 - 12:44 PM
FYI
Some members comments on using alcohol during withdrawal.
Wagtail - I can feel the effects today & my balance is very bad so I have learned a lesson , NO wine whilst suffering w/d . I find that when I drink wine the side effects are worse
Zappalta - I am 80% better -I do find if I get overtired or have a glass of wine I have some symptoms return-so no wine when i dine out for now.
Zazzed - slight buzzing had a glass of wine it went away.... go figure
CV - There is nothing you can do (I found that a couple of glasses of red wine in the evening made a big and positive impact.
Shaun - -a glass of wine every couple nights has helped me a lot
HZN - I only drink a small glass of wine occasionally. On March 19 I became so sick with nausea that I thougt 4 ounces might help.
WRONG! It made me feel so much WORSE!
Drugfree - Alcohol is a definite no-no. I had a glass of wine a few days ago and had a horrible sleep followed by a full day of feeling hung over. One glass of wine should not make me hung over.
Jen - Someone on this board recommended red wine in the evening ... and absolute Godsend. The red wine took away the symptoms completely and helped me get to sleep.
#238
Posted 09 May 2019 - 01:08 PM
Do you think I need to worry about little things? For instance, I mostly stay away from sugar but I eat desserts once in a while that have a little bit of vanilla extract in them (contain some alcohol). I freaked out the other day when my friend had a teriyaki sauce with alcohol in it. I'm deathly afraid of being setback.
#239
Posted 09 May 2019 - 02:07 PM
Here is a list of things to avoid. Some of these bother some people but not others.
Did you know that ethanol (drinking alcohol) has been shown to effect at least 11 different neurotransmitters AND can be either a stimulant or a depressant depending on the person?
List of known actions of ethanol
Ethanol has been reported to possess the following actions in functional assays at varying concentrations:[54]
GABAA receptor positive allosteric modulator (primarily of δ subunit-containing receptors)[66]
NMDA receptor negative allosteric modulator[58][66]
Increased levels of dopamine and endogenous opioids in the mesolimbic pathway, secondary to other actions[63][66]
AMPA receptor negative allosteric modulator[58]
Kainate receptor negative allosteric modulator[58]
Glycine receptor positive allosteric modulator[55]
Nicotinic acetylcholine receptor positive allosteric modulator[56][73]
5-HT3 receptor positive allosteric modulator
Glycine reuptake inhibitor[74]
Adenosine reuptake inhibitor[75]
L-type calcium channel blocker
GIRK channel opener
Wiki
Stimulants (Make anxiety worse)
Caffeine
Over-the-counter cold preparations contain phenylpropylamine and pseudoephedrine*
Sleep deprivation
Marijuana*
Magnesium*
MSG
Alcohol
Stress
amphetamines
ecstasy
nicotine
Ginseng
L-Tyrosine
B Vitamins*
aspartame
Coconut Oil
Taurine
DHEA
Ginkgo
Iodine
Arginine
Sugar
Kava
* - Only some people have this reaction.
Things containing caffeine..
Coffee, Espresso, Cappuccino, some Teas, Low calorie, non-cola soda containing aspartame, Low calorie colas containing aspartame or saccharine, Energy drinks, Some types of alcoholic drinks.
Chocolate ....Baking, Dark, Sweet and semisweet, Pudding, Cereals, Fudge , Milk chocolate, Syrup, Mousse, Soymilk, Fat free cookies, Cookies, Cake, Frozen Yogurt, Ice cream, Frosting, and Shakes .
Java Pops, Chai Mints, Green Tea, Warp Mints, Penguin mints, and cinnamons. Caffeinated Energy Strips, Caffeinated Fruity Lollipops, HyDrive Energy Chews, Caffeinated Nixie Tubes, Foosh Energy Mints, Atomic Energy Bites, Buzz Bites, KickBricks, Energy Chews, Reload Energy Strips, Movit Gummies, Caffeinated jellybeans, Morning Spark, Oatmeal, Sumseeds (caffeinated sunflower seeds), Lightning Rods (beef sticks), Engobi "Energy Go Bites" (crispy snacks), Jolt Gum, Blitz Energy Gum, Think Gum Stay Alert, Vibe Black, Black Go Fast!, Dozens and dozens of herbal supplements.
https://www.caffeine...ffeine-database
List of energy drinks with caffiene. (over 100)
Depressants (Make depression worse)
Oxalic acid is found in members of the spinach family and cabbage, broccoli, brussels sprouts, chives and lamb's quarters are high in oxalates, as are sorrel and parsley. Rhubarb leaves contain about 0.5% oxalic acid.
Can cause depression, lack of minerals, kidney stones, and more. Cooking does not affect oxalic acid. People with kidney disease, a history of kidney stones or suffer from depression should avoid these foods.
Aspartame
Gluten
High Fat Dairy
Sugar
alcohol
Trans fats
Sodium
Caffeine
Pesticide residue on foods
GHB
Organic solvents (paint, varnish, stains, cleaning solvents, paint thinner, etc).
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#240
Posted 09 May 2019 - 03:25 PM
Lyla...
This stuff is very subjective - the bottom line is that no-one can really foresee what might cause adverse effects. Hat has done a bang-up job with his research there, but there can always be more; things which didn't necessarily cause a problem before might during withdrawal and vice versa.
Best to stick to the usual suspects like no alcohol, reduce sugar (or remove if poss), no caffiene and so forth. Don't go too adventurous with food or OTC meds either - but I think that goes without saying.
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