Feeling Suicidal. Not Sure If I Have Any Options Left.
#1053
Posted 10 February 2020 - 06:46 PM
I wonder if this med is making my reflux worse but it's too early to tell. Then again, I haven't been quite as strict with my diet.
#1054
Posted 11 February 2020 - 01:19 PM
I'm wondering if I have a hiatus hernia. I have been reading about them today and they can cause breathing issues where the stomach pushes up into the diaphragm! I feel so uncomfortable when I'm sat at work and have to keep getting up to walk around as sitting at a computer all day is not the best Gor posture.
Unfortunately, the ultrasound I'm having on Friday won't show it if I have. I will have to ask for another endoscopy and they won't do it if I've had one in the last 3 months🙄. Am going to speak to the doctor on Thursday- he's going to be well fed up of me!
Lyla - did you say that you have a hiatus hernia? I can't remember.
Thanks.
Polly
#1055
Posted 11 February 2020 - 03:44 PM
My symptoms have gotten worse since I started on the ppi's. Seems awfully strange but like I said I've only been on them 4 days and not even full doses so they havent really had a chance. I remember it taking at least 2 or 3 weeks before my symptoms cleared up before. I'm still waiting for the axe to drop but I'm super surprised I haven't gone into hell from taking the ppi. Hats off to HAT. What a godsend!
#1058
Posted 11 February 2020 - 05:04 PM
#1060
Posted 11 February 2020 - 06:22 PM
#1061
Posted 11 February 2020 - 06:24 PM
#1062
Posted 11 February 2020 - 09:53 PM
IUN probably about 75 of those posts came from me asking FH questions lol.
#1063
Posted 12 February 2020 - 05:00 AM
It's a weird feeling (the breathing issue). I feel like I have to keep taking a deep breath to get air into my lungs. It is worse today and there is some anxiety with it, and feeling hot at times. I really don't know how much more I can take😫. I am trying not to focus on it, but it's hard. Does this sound like withdrawal?
I have had every blood test going, which have all been normal. I haven't been referred to a pulmonologist but will ask to be once I have seen the gastroenterologist.
Polly
#1064
Posted 12 February 2020 - 01:50 PM
You'd think in this day and age the facility to diagnose would exist.
I've joined you the last 3 days with stomach issues would you believe! Might be the stress I had on Monday, but I had got horrible intestinal discomfort. Lower than abdominal area, but is quite uncomfortable today. Trying to ignore it... not easy...
#1065
Posted 12 February 2020 - 05:24 PM
My baby has been super fussy and sleeping terribly since she had her one year shots. Lack of sleep for me is the absolute worst for symptoms. Feeling so out of it today but when I put a positive spin on it, I'm quite better than I was at this time last year. I guess that's something to be thankful for . Just wish my laryngeal reflux symptoms would get better! Had a slice of cheese today and that's all it took!
#1066
Posted 14 February 2020 - 07:05 AM
#1069
Posted 14 February 2020 - 02:04 PM
Hi Gail how are you?
Thanks FH. I think starting tomorrow I'll take it again in the evening. The last couple of days I've felt almost faint and would kind of black out when I stand up suddenly. I went to check my blood pressure on one of those machines and sure enough it was a fair amount lower than usual. I wonder if that could be a side effect of the ppi.
#1071
Posted 14 February 2020 - 02:36 PM
I'm starting to worry a lot about this. I think it's interacting with the cymbalta the longer I stay on it - causing the anxiety, heart pounding, low blood pressure, lack of sleep. Starting tomorrow I'll take it in the evening again but may have to jump off if this gets any worse.
#1075
Posted 15 February 2020 - 10:14 AM
Here are my theories:
1. Ppi's increase histamine levels which also increase symptoms.
2. Many people in withdrawal comment that they start feeling better from withdrawal when their stomach problems begin. Either having high stomach acidity improves our symptoms somehow or it's a natural response to healing from this injury. Stomach problems are almost a good sign that the end is near but then you have another potentially dangerous condition on your hands.
3. Its affecting the absorption of the meds. I feel more comfortable taking it in the evening because the cymbalta enters my system without impunity for a good 6 hours before I take the ppi. Seeing as the ppi only lasts 12 hours then I'm good to go again in time for my next cymbalta dose.
On the plus side, my acid reflux is better for the time being. Its nice being able to eat a slice of bread again without feeling like my throat is on fire and the pulsing ear pain. I knew the risks. In the chance that it clears up my acid reflux problem and I can eat again, it would have been well worth it.
#1076
Posted 15 February 2020 - 11:07 AM
1. PPIs, Proton-pump inhibitors, act by irreversibly blocking the hydrogen/potassium adenosine triphosphatase enzyme system (the H+/K+ ATPase, or, more commonly, the gastric proton pump) of the gastric parietal cells. They do not effect histamines.
List,
Omeprazole (Over-the-counter drug (OTC) in the USA)
Lansoprazole (OTC in the USA)
Dexlansoprazole
Esomeprazole (OTC in the USA)
Pantoprazole
Rabeprazole
Ilaprazole (not FDA-approved as of July 2019
A different acid controller called H2 antagonists are competitive antagonists of histamine at the parietal cell's H2 receptor. Histamine released by ECL cells in the stomach is blocked from binding on parietal cell H2 receptors, which stimulate acid secretion; therefore, other substances that promote acid secretion (such as gastrin and acetylcholine) have a reduced effect on parietal cells when the H2 receptors are blocked.
List,
cimetidine
ranitidine
famotidine
nizatidine
roxatidine
lafutidine
Many antihistamines help fight anxiety but those primarily effect the H1 receptors.
Hydroxyzine, (Vistaril, Atarax) - is an H(1)R antagonist, is very effective against anxiety in most people but some get no help from it at all.
Diphenhydramine is a histamine H(1)R antagonist in the brain.
H2, H3 and H4 receptors are primarily involved in allergies, immune response, acid control and other issues.
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2. My notes from the posts indicate that most stomach issues appear toward the beginning of the withdrawal and they start to fade as the emotional symptoms develop into severe stage. There are certainly exceptions to this and I will agree that as the stomach issues decrease there is some improvement in symptoms probably due to the reduction of stress on the brain. Any reduction in stress would help.
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3. The interference of Cymbalta or other medication absorption is a more serious issue for sure. Whether you are using a ppi or an H2 antagonist the CYP enzymes used by each of these varies and may or may not match the CYP enzymes used to process Cymbalta. In addition, genetic variations in the structures of the CYP enzymes is fairly common with some estimates that as much as 10% of the population may have one or more mutations. Lastly, change in pH (acidity) by any acid controlling drug will have an effect on absorption al be it small.
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#1077
Posted 15 February 2020 - 11:53 AM
Many of the people I talk to get the worst stomach symptoms in the beginning and at the end. When acidity is high, the mental withdrawal symptoms are better and when its low they are in a bad state. I've talked to so many people that are years in that say they feel fine apart from the stomach problems.
This really sucks either way. I was beginning to be hopeful that I was going to make it out of this mess. I'm not so certain that the ppi will even clear up my acid reflux issues but may even make them worse with rebound symptoms when I stop them. So now I'll be stuck with chronic acid reflux and be setback again for god knows how long. Weeks? Months? I hate living in this hell! 3 years in 10 days and theres no way out of it. Feeling super discouraged again . I guess I should just accept this as my new life.
#1079
Posted 16 February 2020 - 10:54 AM
Thanks Gail. There's no way this is all coincidence. I'm starting to believe that there is some kind of supernatural power that's testing me and putting me to the ultimate test. There's no way it's coincidence all these crazy scenarios I've been put into, especially the last one after the virus.
#1080
Posted 16 February 2020 - 12:28 PM
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