Feeling Suicidal. Not Sure If I Have Any Options Left.
#456
Posted 22 August 2019 - 11:12 AM
Just like everything appears more dark and blurry. I dropped 1 bead yesterday out of like 100 and not sure if it's coincidence but I feel worse today than I have in a long time. Feeling absolutely sick and miserable. Could it be just from dropping the 1 bead already or probably something else?
#466
Posted 22 August 2019 - 09:17 PM
No problems with pain killers as a rule... in moderation of course...
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#467
Posted 24 August 2019 - 04:44 PM
#469
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#472
Posted 29 August 2019 - 06:02 PM
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#473
Posted 30 August 2019 - 08:38 AM
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#475
Posted 31 August 2019 - 11:48 AM
I dropped 1 bead out of about 100 a few days ago. I'm getting twitches which is never a good sign for me. Do you think this could affect me much dropping about 1%? I wanted to drop 2 beads over the next little while because it would make it much easier for my measurements. I would never think dropping 1 bead would give me symptoms. I'm away for a few days and cant go back up. Should I go back up when I'm back? I dont want to make my withdrawal any worse.
I'm also really worried that I'll never stabilize. Like dropping last year sent me on a never ending withdrawal syndrome.
#478
Posted 07 September 2019 - 01:19 PM
Hey guys. So I have a tidbit of good news. The last 5 days I've been feeling better than I have in a year. I still have fatigue but mentally and physically I feel pretty darn good! Last night I even had a sugar laden cupcake and I felt completely fine afterwards. I know how withdrawal works all too well so it's way too soon to tell but perhaps things are starting to turn around for me. I don't know how I would have made it the last 6 months without you guys.
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