Hi Axle,
I am so sorry. It sure sounds like you have been through the wringer! Can I ask you, when you were on the 20mg Celexa for the eight years was it controlling your anxiety and depression? Were you feeling good?
Seems like after your heart palpitations on June 12 there was an awful lot of switching meds going on. You never got back to the original 20mg of Celexa correct? Looks like you finally ended up at 10mg by July 26? Any thoughts why not back to 20mg?
It doesn't sound like the switch from 10mg Celexa to 20mg of Cymbalta in August was any help at all.
Can I ask if you are having any of the other classic symptoms of withdrawl like nausea, brain zaps etc.?
Also, can I ask if there is any bipolar in your family or "crazy" relatives? I only ask this because my ADs were not controlling my anxiety and feelings of depersonalization and not being able to handle my life. My son and I are bipolar and I see now that I have a lot of undiagnosed relatives in my family history. Antidepressants can actually make symptoms worse if a mood stabilizer is not added to the mix. Just a thought.
Hope you can enjoy your thanksgiving.