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[gail]

Thank you Sir, you have enlighten me!

Anytime you wish to write verses on my post, please do! It would be my joy.It may require explanation though.

[fishinghat]

I would be more than happy to Gail.

 

God Bless and prayers from me and my wife.

[invalidusername]

If others can see we hold well under persecution and suffering, it indeed shows God in each one of us. A beacon for His light.

 

Although some days are just too tough, I try all the same. Maybe one day to reach the status of Gailage and Hat... You guys have gone through so much - and therein I see our Saviour.

[gail]

Today is a day of no energy. I try to overcome this anxious feeling by remembering that good days or bad days, just ride it. Let the rhythm of life take you where it wishes. Thank you London for those inspiring words.

So, I'm crying again! I feel scared a bit. Like this was the beginning of the end. So sensitive, as ever. Again, you keep me afloat. I love you!

[invalidusername]

Natural to feel so sensitive dear Gailage. I can but imagine.

 

Keep your thoughts open to the Spirit, and He will work through you. Are you due any visits soon? Understand that everyone is still recovering from your "hospital holiday". 

 

Love you back!!

[gail]

Thank you Scrat,

That period is finally almost over. I replaced that nightmare by the other vacation last year where all was so beautiful and loving.

No visit till end of month. Keep my thoughts open to the Spirit, he will work through me. Got it thank you.

Just had a lovely siesta. Might have another one soon. Merci Mon Ami!

[gail]

My social worker and my nurse are worried about me. Loss of weight, no energy, no appetite.

I'm seeing my doctor Monday for new medication, then they would like me to spend time in palliative care. I would like that, all is too much for me. Non stop crying and depression.
No joy, no smile, I'm miserable.

Will update next week. Prayers please, thank you.

[invalidusername]

...and I thought I'd been through the medication hoops?! Changing again! My poor Gailage.

 

I think more time in care would be wonderful - if not for anything else, but to have more people around. As I have said before... if LDN and I were in a better state, we'd provide all the needs!

 

My prayers are forever with you my dearest. May God ease your burdens and fill you with relief.

[fishinghat]

My soul cries for you. You are soooo special to the wife and I. I just don't know what to say other than you are so loved.

[juli]

Gail I am thinking of you.  I pop in every now and then for updates.  Praying for the peace and hope that can only be found in the Spirit.

Juli

[LDN]

Gail I send all my love and will be praying with all my heart!! 

 

These moments must be so tough but joy is coming for you! 

 

Thank for being an inspiration and hero to me! 

 

God bless you angel!! 

 

Everything will be well in the end!! 

 

LOVE LOVE LOVE

[gail]

Update, the palliative unit is full at the moment,. When it clears up, they call me.

What an upsetting day. A day or two to recuperate.

[invalidusername]

What?! No way?! That shouldn't have even been an option...

 

My poor Gailage. I am so sorry to hear this... but just remember the time will be here soon when you get that space. It has already been offered. Eyes on the prize as we say over here! 

 

I had to find something to cheer you up... so here it is.. just for you!!

 

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[LDN]

Gail you are doing amazing! 

 

Before you know it, they will be calling you in!! 

 

Your flight for vacation just got a bit delayed that is all! 

 

You are so, so brave!! 

 

Have a nice few days now just to relax! 

 

Joy is coming!! 

 

LOVE LOVE LOVE

[KathyInFL]

Love you Gail!

[gail]

A question of days! My doctor and nurse could not believe it. It is usually a question of days!
Unless they lost me somewhere, will send them to fishinghat!lol

[invalidusername]

Is this for your vacation Gailage??

[fishinghat]

Oh yea!! Send them to me. I can introduce them to my attitude!! Nobody messes with my Gail girl.

[gail]

Yes it it is finally confirmed. Going in for a while, a long while. Tests will be done, so happy about that, either while. Respite is what I need. Nobody knows when or if I get out.


I had the best day today, thank you God. Nobody knows what's up except God.

I need to get to bed, I'm up since 4 am. I got very scared then, it left for someone else, for the moment. I'll think in bed. If I have time.

[invalidusername]

A long while sounds great!! So so very pleased for you dear Gailage. And whatever occurred today to give you the gift of such a good day. Such joyous news! 

 

A real revelation so you know for sure that your system really knows how to make you feel right. Wish I could be celebrating with you making some brownies... and some extra special one with catnip for Chin Chin

[LDN]

YEAH!!! 

 

THANK YOU GOD!!! 

 

Your flight is here now my love and you are going on vacation!!! 

 

Have so much fun!!! 

 

'NONODY KNOWS WHAT'S UP EXPECT GOD' - So true and such wonderful words!! 

 

I'm so excited for you!! 

 

God bless my dear!! 

 

I love you!!

 

AND REMEMBER - JOY IS COMING!!!! 

 

LOVE LOVE LOVE 

[gail]

Today is the day that I enter palliative care and with great joy. I've been waiting, not to die but to have respite, if both come together, so be it.

I will continue to write if I can. I may be busy having to much fun lol!

Thank you so much for your support. God, I am so nervous. 20 minutes and I'm off.

I will be seeing you. London , your words were fantastic, thank you!

[TryinginFL]

Dearest Gail I want you to know my prayers remain with you and will follow you home where you will be at peace and free of pain

All of my love goes with you

[invalidusername]

So dear Gailage... I told you it would be quicker than you thought!! What a moment for you. My spirit goes with you, as Liz says, wherever you call home. My only concern is that you will not access to any brownies

 

You write as and when you can my lovely. The important thing is that you enjoy this time. Spend time with those who offer you the care, with yourself and with God. You know where we all are - and are all here for you when you need us, just as you have been for us.

 

Love you... bless you...

[LDN]

GAIL!! 

 

FIRST DAY OF VACATION!! 

 

I hope you are having a great time my love, and lots of fun!! 

 

I am praying here and my parents!! 

 

I am so excited for you my love! 

 

I hope now you are nice and settled in, the first day of hospital is always nerve racking!! 

 

Have some wonderful respite! 

 

I am always here for you! 

 

JOY IS COMING! 

 

I love you! 

 

LOVE LOVE LOVE

[brzghoff]

Gail,

 

i was thinking of you, checked in, and am grateful to learn that you are now receiving palliative care and getting the compassionate care you so truly deserve. i am so glad i was  compelled to visit the forum. its been a long time. you are a godsend to this group - a real guardian angel who will continue to watch over us all. 

 

much love,

brz

[fishinghat]

Hey Brz, How you doing. Missed you.

[gail]

Update, hello Brz,

Gift day here, a wouldn't you you that depression hit full force. Brain scan today. Physio therapy tomorrow. As much as I wanted to come here, as much as I want to go home.
Better stay to know what's up with me. Right? Will! Be back, love you all!

[fishinghat]

A piece of cake for you Gail.

Blessings, prayers and peace

[invalidusername]

Absolutely Gail - our brave angel.

 

Thinking of you...

 

If there's any cake left over, I'll take a slice