Useless saddening
Oh dear Wagtail! It is so wonderful to hear from you, but I am saddened by the awful experiences you have endured. Are you home now?
It is so hard to believe that nothing has been found to really help you. The only thing I can share is that after 17 months off the poison drug, I just felt that I was almost going backwards. My anger seemed to be increasing and the crying as well.
My younger son was in town last week and he went with me to my PCP because he said it was awful that every time we talked on the phone I was crying and hopefully something could help me. Well, never say never, as it goes as I am now on Bupropion (Wellbutrin) and am wondering if I am having side effects. I have been on it about 10 days now and all I want to do is sleep! Up until today I felt as if I had the flu - no appetite and the thought of food made me ill. Dr. wants me back the end of the month to see how I'm doing....I'd like to know too! I am still taking Alprazolam as well and she told me to stay on that until the Bupropion is fully uploaded.
Oh, I agree Wagtail, we came off way to fast with the cold turkey and if I don't take something, I feel that I will never fully recover. My old age is of no help either. Don't know what's up with the Italics here as I didn't change anything, but guess it's part of my technically-challenged personality.
You remain in my thoughts and prayers, Wagtail, as I think of you so often.
I also hope that FH sees your post and will respond - how I wish that things will get better for you, dear one.
Liz