Beautiful post, FN! I echo so much, not all, but most of your journey and today, well, I am grateful to my God, my family, my friends here on the forum that read my crazy posts and rooted me on toward healing and wellness! We have come so far y'all! I am so blessed to ha :)ve you all in my life if only in cyberspace! God bless and Merry Christmas!
Listing The Positive Events Daily Through My Cymbalta Withdrawl
#1594
Posted 27 December 2014 - 08:26 AM
I am not here but I will see if I can find someone for you.
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#1595
Posted 27 December 2014 - 09:53 AM
I am not here, are you writing from the above???
How is it up there?
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#1597
Posted 27 December 2014 - 11:31 AM
I am here! Happy New Year to all!!! I am happy to see the forum quite! I pray it means all are well! Love hugs and my heartfelt prayers for everyone for a peaceful, joyous, prosperous, and healthy future!
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#1599
Posted 27 December 2014 - 02:49 PM
I know this is the "positive" spot, but this afternoon, I am not feeling so positive! Dang it! Had a great breakfast my 84 year old dad prepared for the fam this am and I'm so grateful he is doing so well and we could get together, but I am in a funk!!!!! Post holidays? Been off the CRAP for over a year now and doing well most of the time, but today I am not. Hubs going to work in a few hours and I don't know what I am going to do with myself! I have lots of things I could do, taking Christmas decos down, ironing, cleaning house, but just can't get in the mood for any of it!!!! And I know I am rambling on, but I hope just getting it out here will help in some way!!! Sorry y'all have to put up with this.! Feels like I am harkening back to the old days of w/ds last year!!! And yes, I know this will pass, just having a rough day!!! Praying y'all are not!!!! Love hugs and prayers all!
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#1601
Posted 27 December 2014 - 05:20 PM
yep, it'll pass, Clara ... I'm actually having a similar sort of day today as well ... for me, I think it's a combo of post-Christmas (happens every year), and having to get back to working my 2 jobs ... I'm wearing down, and will definitely be glad when this 2d job ends in a week ... I just remind myself of where I was last year this time, feeling hopeless and that there'd never be another good hour, much less day, in my life ever again!
Just give yourself full permission to feel "funky" ... do something nice for yourself ... hot bath, nap, whatever it is ... and hell, leave the Christmas decorations up until Easter ... or next Christmas ...
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#1603
Posted 29 December 2014 - 11:10 AM
Interesting and difficult holiday time, but have learned I do better when I'm busy and when I'm around people. I've had some time to be alone without much to do and my anxiety has welled up big time. Off Cymbalta for 4 months after 22 years on various anti-depressants and it's a longer ride than I expected. The last week has been the worst since I started.
Sit around and watch TV --> feel bad. Do something --> feel less bad.
J.
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#1604
Posted 30 December 2014 - 12:05 PM
Great post, jimmcg! 4 months off the Crap, after 22 years on crap of one sort or another ... now that is a true success story!!
Just be easy on yourself ... your brain has 22 years of tangled wiring to carefully sort through and get properly organized again ... it probably looks like a huge box of tangled Christmas tree lights in there ...
Your point about the "doing" as an antidote to the anxiety is an excellent one ... and that you're able to "do" this early in the process is an excellent indicator that your Christmas tree light sorting process is well on the way!
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#1605
Posted 31 December 2014 - 08:06 PM
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#1606
Posted 31 December 2014 - 10:17 PM
in 1 hr and 45 minutes i'll be insured again - happy new year!
honestly, 2015 is a year of re-building, growing, getting stronger and breaking out!
whoo hoo!
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#1609
Posted 12 February 2015 - 08:22 AM
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#1612
Posted 12 February 2015 - 09:08 AM
Like the girls said, you are missed. I have been suffering a lot lately because I am going through yippeeee withdrawal.
l need my 'fix' back. lol
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#1614
Posted 18 February 2015 - 11:29 PM
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#1617
Posted 23 February 2015 - 09:04 AM
Sledding down the hill with my 9 grandchildren here in Wisconsin.
I never laughed so hard. I will be 57 this year and still got it!!
Now, we will enjoy some hot cocoa. This is my childhood.
God Bless Eric, Katie, Terra, Joshua, Jason Angelina, Adrianna, Lily and Julia.
WEEEEEEEEEE!
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#1618
Posted 23 February 2015 - 10:10 AM
I positively took my radioactive pill this morning. Back to the radiologist tomorrow for tests and thyroid scan! Yay! I am positive I want to feel good again, It just ain't right feeling like crap all the time, but not being "sick"! Arg!! Hugs and prayers for all!
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